Euro cup started!

"It's like screaming but no one can hear. You almost feel ashamed that someone could be that important, that without them you feel like nothing. No one will ever understand how much it hurts. You feel hopeless like nothing can save you. And when it's over and gone, you almost wish that you could have all that bad stuff back so you could have the good" - Rihanna, "We Found Love"

It's a good song.. Haha. Damn.. Wasted my time all these days. Seriously ): Damn unconstructive lah. Kill me please.

Euro Cup 2012 is here! Exciting, but too bad I don't have the channel. Can't watch :( Started on Saturday. Currently Germany vs Portugal playing... I wanna watch :(( Hope Germany wins anyway.

Anyway, typing a little here 'cause kinda no mood. Sigh. Yesterday also no mood. Been sleeping most of the day away. Woke at like late afternoon lol. Lying in bed thinking, sitting on the roller chair stoning.. Think I might really turn gila someday. Man, all these mental torture from all aspects. Considerably mentally-strong. So tired please. ):

Why should I bother about how others feel and worry about them, lol. Totally unnecessary. Making myself worse. And then some idiots come and kp me for no reason (as usual), and I start thinking why must I live with it, and I'll get pissed and start fuming. And then some people come and show some kinda "off" mood, and I start worrying about them wondering if they're okay and how to help. And some people got super quiet, and I start worrying again wondering if things are bad for them, and try to cheer them up. Stupid, this is really own choice own suffering. Lol..

Terrible terrible.

Anyway. Germany just won Portugal 1-0. Hehe.

Okay whatever. Don't feel like doing analysis now though. No mood. Music time. End off.