Ironies.

Met them on Fri. Was good. Think I might even get addicted... Oops. Hahaha. Hope not! But it's good, really. MORE TO GO! Gotta taste more variety hehe.

Didn't do any work today. Knn. No mood for it leh, dk why. This kind of mindset I gotta change it soon sigh. Must fucking force the motivation out. Lol. WHERE IS ITTTTTTTTTTTT.

Anyway. Was thinking how things are kinda ironic. Like, generally.

I can give advices to people easily, but I usually cannot advise myself.
I can counsel people, but I can't counsel myself.
I can help others solve their problems easily, but I can't solve my own problems.
I can go till the end to do things for certain people, but I can't be bothered with my own things.
I can sacrifice everything to help people whom  I want to help, but I can't be bothered to sacrifice things for myself.
I can cheer people up if I want to, but I can't cheer myself up.
I can make people smile and feel better, but I can't do that to myself when I need it.
I can tell others not to think too much, but I cannot NOT think when it's me.

When I'm troubled and you come to me with your problems, I would help with yours and forgot my own ones.
When I'm down and you're down as well, I would not show that I'm down.
Many. Many. More. Haha.

Just thinking too much as usual.. Bleah.

Come to think of it, I realized I seldom show it when I feel sad/upset/troubled. I just keep it deep down and keep thinking and thinking and pondering and pondering about it. I don't say it out. People usually sensed it from me themselves. Haha. But when I'm pissed, I make it a point to show it. Lol!

Anyway, dead sleepy now alr. Haha. Gonna coma. End off.