Good and bad.

Roar.

Was a pretty bad day yesterday. Haha. Dl for the whole day eh. Early morning tio kp, mid-day tio gl, end of day tio kp again. Wah.. Fucked-up day seriously. Totally sian and no mood, don't feel like doing anything. Lol. Machiam dead walking corpse. Grr.

Had alot sudden random urges to tear especially after the end of day de kp lol. Kept forcing it down that's why didn't talk much :X heh.. It's not weak. It's just overwhelming anger and speechlessness and self-blame I suppose. Dk how say la that kind of feeling. Haha. Emo nemo abit :X

Must have been kinda bad lah. Even those who dk what's going on ask why I so sian. Sia la.. Time to learn to have pokerface lol. Just blackface whole day. Hahaha. Damn bad to wear emotions on the face. So to all the phrases of "you're so emotionless" "you have a blank face all the time" etc, apparently only you think so, others don't, so.. IN YOUR FACE. :)

Knn. You have no idea how much I wanted to punch you in the face, seriously. If I don't answer you, you shout at me to answer. If I answer you, you say otherwise and contradict my answer. Fuck you, what do you want!? God. Emotionless, no interest in anything, DK ANYTHING ABOUT MUSIC, gonna be late in life and blahblah. Tell you what, you're WRONG.

Joke. You still dare talk about music to me. Of all people you choose to talk music to me and say I don't understand or know ANYTHING about music? Hahahahaahahah. Funny fuck. I think I know 200% more than what you know. Was damn lazy to argue with you when you wanna insist idk anything about music LOL.. whatever you wanna say lor, you're just a bloody joke. Everyone knows that :))

Trying to one ear in one ear out. You can be sarcastic all you want, such things slide off me easily. But if you wanna look down on me, I'll tell you now, I'll prove you wrong. Haha. Fucking kiampa man. As for not talking much, you're wrong, like again. Like you said, I go by my own way. One of it is - My attitude depends on your attitude. You talk to me like I'm your dog then of course I "answer you monosyllabus-ly" or appear to be "emotionless" lor, what else do you expect? I treat people the way they treat me Ma.

If you happen to come across this post and wanna complain say I'm rude or have attitude problem or whatever shit, too bad you can't. I didn't mention any names in this post, did I? Unless you guilty conscience? Hahaha. C'mon, you have freedom of speech. I have freedom of text :) tit for tat.

Insult me not enough, still wanna insult my friend? Lol. Say what, zl attitude like me? Even so, so what? Please lol. I think our attitude is better than yours man. So much more fucking comments I don't even remember all of it. Good too, no point anyway. Hehe.

That's why kinda sian when right after the "kp session". Haha. People around me all were like consoling all that. Siao liao la~ Heh.. Thank you all~ Love you guys :D Resilience ah. Sian and emo abit, sleep on it, next day wake up PROLLY okay Liao :)) not forgive and forget, but just keep it at the back of the mind. When I say sleep on it, I seriously sleep on it de. Haha. Reach home damn drained, 10-11+ dozed off slept all the way till 7 eh. POWERPACK! :D

But 7 late Liao I totally cuatio hurry prepare then rush school hahaha. Blahblah. Went PJC for some Business China Singapore seminar talk. LOL. Kinda interesting I guess. Haha. Headed to Lot One for lunch after that. Slack around. Nex-ed for Hugo. Not bad that movie! Haha. Aiyaaaaaa anw I wanna watch Hunger Games! Nua around, home-ed around 8+ I think! Abit sleepy soon heh. But nahhhh I wanna stay up abit.

Nothing much to do, just tv and talk cock with people. Sian yawnz. Gonna YouTube-surf later.. Or maybe I should just sit and do nothing since I "Dk ANYTHING about music"? HAHAHAHAHA. JOKE! Hehe. Wah type and slack, end up now 11+ le. Hahaha. Back to nua. End off.


//edit. Getting kp alr at home. Bloody loads of shit coming. Great. Music time.