Friday 13th rant.

Although now is consider sat 14th liao, but argh, fuming now. Tomorrow or something then do a proper post. Just ranting now..

Honestly, I've tolerated you for god knows how many times alr. Just because I silently let you nag and scold me, you climbed all the way up to my head now? Who do you think you are, really?

Tell you ba, I don't like to listen to nags ok, same like what you told me. I dont even listen to my parents nag, and yet I listened to you. Giving you face please, and also because I have a soft spot for you all along. You really went too far.

Taking things for granted huh. What do you take me for? Are you thinking that, "oh, she'll always be there to help me regardless what"? or "oh, she's someone I can always turn to ONLY when I need her"? Either one - Fuck you. I. Am. Not. Your. Bloody. Substitute.

I treated you as a good friend but you're not doing it. I help you alot alr, regardless isit game or RL. 我问心无愧. I've done my part and more, as a friend.

What I saw earlier was the last straw, really pissed me off ttm. Previous that time when you kp me and I let you kp, I alr saw you telling people that you're kp-ing me. Lol? Very fun isit? Please, I alr swallowed it down and moved on. This time again, another matter. If the fucking trust isn't there, what more do we have to say?

You put yourself so high-up and saintly, so much for loyalty and treasuring things - in fact you only know how to take things for granted. You don't even see your flaws, all the time talk so much shit without thinking, only I can tahan I think. And you have the audacity to come and kp me after I treated you so good? Pui. Tmd.

You change just like the weather seriously. I still tahan, that's what friends are for right. You're making me regret. Damn angry now la after just now what I saw. What the fuck man.

Oh yeah, another thing.

Ask and concern abit, you say questions irritating. Care abit, you sometimes like sometimes dont like. Help abit, you say sometimes help too much. You ask things, I explain for you, you say explain too much (wtf?) and that it's naggy. Then what the fuck do you want me to do? Knn seriously. Easy, from now on, no more of all that ok? You asked for it.. I'll see how you like it.

Tonight no need sleep liao, so pissed.

Oh man. Arghh. 2.30 liao. Lol. Back to music.


//Edit. Angry is angry la.. But read back ebuddy/msn last year long ago de msgs etc, no matter how angry, I still miss the past. Lol. That is why - fuck changes.