Lost, or loss?

I am awake. At this unearthly hour o.O
I don't even feel tired.

Worse thing is, I'm not doing work or revision. So my time is like wasted away. Fml.

I like nights actually. Everyone sleep, then the house very peaceful. Can just sit and stone, provided that I don't fall asleep, that is. If there's an award for wasting the most time, I'll get distinction with honors for it :/ roar.

Dk leh. I feel very lost suddenly. Like. LOST. Or loss? Idk which. Sigh.

Loss of words, loss of motivation, loss of happiness, loss of smiles, loss of optimism, loss of what to do? Lost in my mind, lost in this complicated world? Waaaaah. Emo nemo max. CANNOT. I will be a happy person. (yeaaaa right). Lol!! (-.-)"

Sian leh. Sigh. End off.