Worst week ever.

好的不灵，坏的灵。

Worst week ever lah. WTF. It's really worse than tues for the rest of this week?
Knnbccb. Zzz. Screw everything.

I don't have to take your shit. I don't have to listen to you like a fucking dog. You can break your promises all the time, then why must I promise you anything? Always like to give me a fuckload of conditions, even if I follow, you won't hold your promise at the end one what, then what's the fucking point of listening to you sia?

You can make them do things for you, boss people around like your maid, they're scared of you and want to avoid trouble so they follow. I'm different. Once my tolerance reached a peak, whatever shit you say I wont listen. You want to play hard, let's do it. I won't bow to you like a loser. Independence what- you wanted it, I won't rely on you. Just go bet and drink all you want, die best.

Was told that no point being negative, must think positive.
Was told to pick myself up and look ahead, once I get out of this funk I'll smile.
Was told to follow the saying "This too shall pass" and keep the 80-20 rule.

Thanks ba y'all. I try -.- but it's like.. Wah maybe not now. The 80-20 rule especially. The 20 is too overpowering for now.

If it's not a sin to retaliate, I would've retaliated long ago.

How to relax you tell me, when all stupid events just slapped you full impact in the face like that. How to handle? -.- it's a relief I'm still sane la. But maybe not for long -.-

Just pissed as hell. Fuck mannnn.