-skip the results part- i like my english, ohyes. the rest, shut questioning me.
you're nice, yes i tell you. you sucks, no way you'll know man. and come try suan-ing.
you'll get 100% dao-ing, same case as kelvin ho. he's such an ARSCHLOCH.
i dont want to talk to him la. he spam people, then none of the words come out make sense.
i already feel so !#$%@&* he still there kaopei so much! I DONT WANT REPLY LIAO.
pissed like shit. -refrain from swearing, as a promise- nvm. ): then band. was okay la.
my cough is getting worse though i think. damnz. the rest is okay la, yadayada.
and the keyboard tempo at the end damn funny lol. cant stop laughing. hah. damn retro.
then normal stuff. and i got a belated bday present from cindy. haha, THANKS!
it's an eupho! she made it herself :O damn cute leh, the eupho. HAHA. very glittery though.
hah. anyway nothing la. i seriously very.. no mood today. just a penny of my thoughts.
i used to not understand what they were going through, but now i do.
it's really getting more and more tough. and it's only the beginning now -.-
if im alr complaining now, i think the rest of it i can just die through it.
i suddenly remember some of the words said, and i find that it's very true.
it's never a right choice to bring whatever feelings you are having from outside in.
and i managed to refrain from doing it. but im finding it hard to be twosided -.-
on one hand, trying to act happy inside 'there', and trying to seem happy.
on the other hand, worrying like shit deep in the heart about other things, SILENTLY.
all because of trying not to let my mood affect anyone. nehz, im proud to say i did it.
but instead, im feeling worser than ever -.- juggling everything, mood and all.
and yes, i really understood the situations back then. hah.
i think i'll go crazy. so much things is going through my mind. weird. end off.
"If you wish that you could die when just facing some small obstacles, let me tell you, you're wrong. Running away from things doesn't mean everything is solved."
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